Have a blessed New Year :)
Saturday, January 14, 2017
Thursday, October 9, 2014
Sunday, June 8, 2014
Dad who has gone .
Being as a daughter and a last child in the family, I do not show much reaction against anything that happen. I lost my my dad when I was 17 years old which made him 49 years old in the year of 2014.
Many girl friends of mine says to me 'My dad is my bestfriend! / My dad is my .... etc !'
But mine was totally different. I never spend time talking to my dad. I find it really awkward talking to him. There's even days we dont even meet or talk to each other. I always keep away. But many times too did my mind wonder 'Why didnt I had a dad like my friends too?' 'Why wasn't my dad cool like theirs?'. Well, many questions was in my head but i've never wondered the answers out till today.
I've never cried when i loss my grandma. Just the same way, i thought i wouldnt shed any of my tears when i lose my dad.. Yaa ! cause i wasnt close to him.. duhh ... but it wasn't like what i thought. At the moment i stepped into the hospital, my brother came up to me saying 'we've just loss our dad', he was crying horribly, after hearing that, i dropped to my knees and cried alot.. I've never said a single words to anybody till today, but from the hospital till they put him into the grave, i was hoping deep down in my heart that he will wake up and give a surprise.. Sadly nothing like that happen.
Not to deny, till today i still miss my dad, wishing and hoping he was here till today. I didnt expect him to begone very early before me. I dont have the best relatives !
Many girl friends of mine says to me 'My dad is my bestfriend! / My dad is my .... etc !'
But mine was totally different. I never spend time talking to my dad. I find it really awkward talking to him. There's even days we dont even meet or talk to each other. I always keep away. But many times too did my mind wonder 'Why didnt I had a dad like my friends too?' 'Why wasn't my dad cool like theirs?'. Well, many questions was in my head but i've never wondered the answers out till today.
I've never cried when i loss my grandma. Just the same way, i thought i wouldnt shed any of my tears when i lose my dad.. Yaa ! cause i wasnt close to him.. duhh ... but it wasn't like what i thought. At the moment i stepped into the hospital, my brother came up to me saying 'we've just loss our dad', he was crying horribly, after hearing that, i dropped to my knees and cried alot.. I've never said a single words to anybody till today, but from the hospital till they put him into the grave, i was hoping deep down in my heart that he will wake up and give a surprise.. Sadly nothing like that happen.
Not to deny, till today i still miss my dad, wishing and hoping he was here till today. I didnt expect him to begone very early before me. I dont have the best relatives !
Sunday, January 5, 2014
'I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME'.
What does 'all things' mean?
It means the will of God in your life.
Philippians 4 : 13
2Corinthians 3 : 5&6
John 15 : 4 &5
To do all things, the word 'CAN'T' has to be taken out of our vocabulary because:
-It destroys motivation
-It shifts responsibility
-It denies reality
E.g.:
-For a many times we say 'I CAN'T forgive that person', 'I CAN'T change', 'I CAN'T lose weight', 'I CAN'T be nice to the person after what he/she had done' and etc...
As we say CAN'T, we're really stating it. Why don't change it to CAN?
It would bring lots of changes to you.
Can you really do ''All Things'' ?
1. You can if you want to
-Principle of Personal Desire
2.You can if God wants you to
-Principle of Divine Direction
Through Christ :
- You can face everything He wants you to face.
- You can fight every battle He wants you to fight.
- You can obey every command.
- You can endure every trial.
3. You can if you rely on Jesus Christ
-Principal of Divine Enablement
4. You can if you start today and dont look back
-Principal of Personal Choice.
What does 'all things' mean?
It means the will of God in your life.
Philippians 4 : 13
2Corinthians 3 : 5&6
John 15 : 4 &5
To do all things, the word 'CAN'T' has to be taken out of our vocabulary because:
-It destroys motivation
-It shifts responsibility
-It denies reality
E.g.:
-For a many times we say 'I CAN'T forgive that person', 'I CAN'T change', 'I CAN'T lose weight', 'I CAN'T be nice to the person after what he/she had done' and etc...
As we say CAN'T, we're really stating it. Why don't change it to CAN?
It would bring lots of changes to you.
Can you really do ''All Things'' ?
1. You can if you want to
-Principle of Personal Desire
2.You can if God wants you to
-Principle of Divine Direction
Through Christ :
- You can face everything He wants you to face.
- You can fight every battle He wants you to fight.
- You can obey every command.
- You can endure every trial.
3. You can if you rely on Jesus Christ
-Principal of Divine Enablement
4. You can if you start today and dont look back
-Principal of Personal Choice.
Friday, May 10, 2013
Being a young child, it's only once in a life time. You could never be nor react like a child as you was few years backs, it would just be wierd.. But what we have been thru during our young times, it's all memories that could bring those moments back by photos, postcards and videos..
Those are the precious moments we could have when we were young..
Everyone, you and me have our own memories that could not be forgotten at all..
Mine was just awesome.. in the sence i had lots of funs, happiness, love, cares and all I ever wanted.. :)
When I was young, everyone had time for each another, no one would be neglected.
Mine was just awesome.. in the sence i had lots of funs, happiness, love, cares and all I ever wanted.. :)
When I was young, everyone had time for each another, no one would be neglected.
During that time, friends was just for fun, you dont really need them as now.. but they do still leave memories in our lives. Those special moments, i have with my family.. Those moments when i was just so hyper and naugthy kid, everyone just had to be patience with me..
Although theres yet sad and hurting moments too.. Not everyone has happy moments during their childhood but you are still blessed to be happy now..
Im all blessed !! I had all i wanted to have when i was a child..
#cousins
#us with mum
#celebrating ma bday wid siblings
Although theres yet sad and hurting moments too.. Not everyone has happy moments during their childhood but you are still blessed to be happy now..
Im all blessed !! I had all i wanted to have when i was a child..
# when i was a baby
#small baby gal :)
#independent small gal
#happy #child #loves # moments
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