Missing my school days...

                                                         
                                                                 THREE IN RED !

MERRY CHRISTMAS 

A dad who is gone and will not return again but remain in our hearts and mind...

I'm surely gonna cherish all those moments i had with you all this while, pa.. Though many times i have made things worst for you, you still went on being a Great dad. You will be missed . Rest In Peace #3Feb2014

Days I Spent At Langkawi Island

(At the ferrying area)

(At the beach )

(At the cabel car, top hill)

Dad who has gone .

Being as a daughter and a last child in the family, I do not show much reaction against anything that happen. I lost my my dad when I was 17 years old which made him 49 years old in the year of 2014.

Many girl friends of mine says to me 'My dad is my bestfriend! / My dad is my .... etc !'
But mine was totally different. I never spend time talking to my dad. I find it really awkward talking to him. There's even days we dont even meet or talk to each other. I always keep away. But many times too did my mind wonder 'Why didnt I had a dad like my friends too?' 'Why wasn't my dad cool like theirs?'. Well, many questions was in my head but i've never wondered the answers out till today.

I've never cried when i loss my grandma. Just the same way, i thought i wouldnt shed any of my tears when i lose my dad.. Yaa ! cause i wasnt close to him.. duhh ... but it wasn't like what i thought. At the moment i stepped into the hospital, my brother came up to me saying 'we've just loss our dad', he was crying horribly, after hearing that, i dropped to my knees and cried alot.. I've never said a single words to anybody till today, but from the hospital till they put him into the grave, i was hoping deep down in my heart that he will wake up and give a surprise.. Sadly nothing like that happen.

Not to deny, till today i still miss my dad, wishing and hoping he was here till today. I didnt expect him to begone very early before me. I dont have the best relatives !

'I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME'.


What does 'all things' mean?
It means the will of God in your life.

Philippians 4 : 13
2Corinthians 3 : 5&6
John 15 : 4 &5

To do all things, the word 'CAN'T' has to be taken out of our vocabulary because:
-It destroys motivation
-It shifts responsibility
-It denies reality

E.g.:
-For a many times we say 'I CAN'T forgive that person', 'I CAN'T change', 'I CAN'T lose weight', 'I CAN'T be nice to the person after what he/she had done' and etc...

As we say CAN'T, we're really stating it. Why don't change it to CAN?
It would bring lots of changes to you.

Can you really do ''All Things'' ?

1. You can if you want to
   -Principle of Personal Desire

2.You can if God wants you to
   -Principle of Divine Direction

Through Christ :
- You can face everything He wants you to face.
- You can fight every battle He wants you to fight.
- You can obey every command.
- You can endure every trial.

3. You can if you rely on Jesus Christ
   -Principal of Divine Enablement

4. You can if you start today and dont look back
   -Principal of Personal Choice.